Everyone has a Limit

Entry harini lebih pada sesi luahan perasaan akibat dah lama aku pendam, tapi aku cuba olah ayat tu dengan lebih rasional supaya tidak terlalu emosional dan keterlaluan. Maklumlaaaa nama pon sesi luahan perasaan, berat sebelah pulak ceritanya. Emosi yang kurang stabil ni disebabkan faktor2 belum dapat kerja lain kot, so aku rasa agak tertekan sket akibat tempoh kontrak pon dah nak tamat, kerja pon hampir 3thn without any increment pon 1hal. Ok aku rasa part tu aku xpayah sentuhla kan, sebab rezeki tu Allah yg tentukan. *** Nampak sangat aku xbersyukur*** Astaghfirullah..... biasalah manusia, keinginan tinggi, tapi yang sedia ada tu xpenah bersyukur... rezeki kesihatan, kehidupan bahagia tanpa bala bencana, boleh beramal dan beribadat.... ***isk isk.... beristighfar jap *** 

Back to the point, aku mula rasa ketidakselesaan kt ofis yang maksima. Mana taknya, bayangkan kita datang ofis, untuk berkerja ***xboleh blah skema*** bagi yg ada kerja tu siapkan kerja, bg yang xde tu bawala diri 'google'ing, 'yahoo'ing', 'facebook'ing etc atleast laa kan. And if nk bersembang u better keep your voice at the lowest volume as possible. Haaa...the condition is different here, kalo sampai bukak pintu tu... da dgr suara bergebang. Ok fine, after 10-20 minutes it happen, diorg ni akan rest for awhile and sambung lagi bergebang. Depends on topics discussed, if yesterday is a public holiday @ somebody from the group was on leave, so the story will become interesting until they cant stop talking and laughing.

Its weird how they can maintain the energy to chat for a long time, i would prefer sitting down quietly at my place and do my thing, whatever it is. Nak kata aku pendiam tu tidak, but the office i think not a place for me nk chit chat cmtu. Kalo yer pon nk bersembang out of office time breakfast, lunch @ teatime. Diorg ni sangatla tidak respect others privacy, sebab bukan aku saja yg tak selesa but ramai... Sometimes ada yg tegur2 jugak, but how can we expect people to change? Macam kedai kopi dah rasa. Haihhhh

And another thing yang merimaskan aku ialah honestly, aku suka mendengar and sometimes i will share my stories gak. But I dont know why...this person really annoyed me. Salah dia atau salah aku yang menyebabkan aku rimas, I dont know either, sebab tiap kali aku terfikir pasal nak pergi keje jek aku dah demotivate coz aku akan jumpa dia. Macamana keadaan tu merimaskan? You could imagine sampai2 jek ofis then there go someone who'll wait for u until u stop doing ur work, just for breakfast. Xsempat pon nk bukak outlook... ***kadang2laaa*** and masa tu jugakla dia bukak mulut nk ajak bersembang. FYI, aku akan amek time, before I start anything. Aku akan diam beberapa minit.... I just need my time and the silence...

Bukan aku xsuka bersembang dgn dia, tapi aku rasa dia banyak sesi luahan perasaan, lebih beremosi, pastu asyik bercerita pasal husband so...aku rimas. Aku mcm jadi stress dgn cerita2 tu aku xboleh tahan. Memang dia bawak negative energy pada aku. So, kadang2 bila dia nk bercerita, aku tend to buat xlayan or bg respon yg biasa je without asking anything. Macam rude kan? But mmg masa tu aku dah annoyed sgt so, before aku bawak negative energy balik rumah baik aku stop dia.

Kesimpulannya, mayb diorg tgk aku macam org yang bole bawak sembang2 tapi aku xsuka sangat sembang2 cm 'akak salu buat kt surau' tu. Bukannya ape, aku xsuka bingit2 kot. Kt rumah @ bilik xpe, sembang ringan2 xpe, but bukan sesi luahan perasaan.... Im Sorry.

Maaf kepada sesiapa yang terasa, bukan nk burukkan sesiapa sebab xda nama disebut. Everyone has a limit.

Harimau Vs Garuda

Title itself already explain everything. Full of drama is all i could say. Pasukan Malaysia, known as Harimau Muda turun dgn gagah di padang lawan at SEA games, final against Indonesia team. Overall a fair play, though there were times yg pemain Malaysia dikasari ***obvious weh!!!!*** and the referee pon salu xendah sgt team Malaysia, but sangat membanggakan adalah kerana "OUR PLAYER" main dengan penuh profesional... even da tergolek ***dan tergolek dan tergolek*** but we still boleh bangun dan mengejar bola. ***IM PROUD!!!*** Rasanya, kualiti permainan dan pemain2 bola sepak negara kita, Malaysia dah semakin baik. Why I say so, if kita tgk Piala Malaysia la kn, compare.... kadang2 tu geram jek tgk, pemain tunggu bola smpai kt kaki baru nk lari! Penah tengok cmni x? ***Dah tengok banyak kali kot*** But, now tengok kualiti permainan kita, they have improved a lot!!!

Game yg sangat sengit dan lama even got extra time pon nobody score a goal ***offside goals adela*** and end up dengan penalty kicks. Malaysia won!!! Tahniah juga pada pemain2 dari team Indonesia, kerana mempamerkan permainan yang baik. Bak kata Vince AF1, "Kita semua adalah pemenang, Tiada pengalah"...  Anyway, I have nothing much to comment but proudly say that We're the winner! Alhamdulillah, maybe we deserve it, our team deserve to win. Hope they do well in other games too. *** Semangat xterkata tengok bola semalam*** 

Of coz, Malaysians are really happy today, lots of discussion today and all about the game. Hehehe nothing else. The crazy match. Besides the story of our winning, there is a story behind the game that all of us xsangka @ Berita Jakarta. Sad story indeed...sesuatu yg kita xmahu terjadi walaupun di negara sendiri.

BERITAJAKARTA.COM — 11/21/2011 11:21:46 PM

Reckless action done by supporters of Indonesia. after sucessfully break the door of the sector III and V, apparently hundreds of fans who do not have tickets also break down the door XV sector of the Bung Karno Main Stadium (SUGBK). As a result of this unrest, dozens of people reportedly were injured, two people reportedly were killed, and six others had to be rushed to Mintohardjo hospital, Central Jakarta, Monday (21/11).

One body was identified as Reno (20) residents of Cililitan, East Jakarta. Another victim has not been identified. By medical officers, the bodies of both victims put into an ambulance which was parked around the door XV. Ironically, the two bodies were in a state of hurt. "I separate with Reno. I`m looking for him, but he died already," said Helmi, a cousin of Reno when met at the door SUGBK XV, Monday (21/11).

Helmi explained, when the victim and he have a ticket to get into the stadium. However, because the audience exploded at last they jostle each other. Helmi did not know what to do at this time.

Meanwhile, as many as six people who were injured taken to Mintoharjo hospital. "Today there are as many as six people who were hospitalized and suffered serious injuries in the head," said Matsani, one of the officers Mintohardjo Hospital Emergency Room, when contacted by reporters on Monday ( 21/11).

When taken to the hospital, an unidentified boy was wearing a red shirt Indonesia national team. "He suffered internal injuries," he said. Until now, he added, there is no family or relatives who waited for the boy.

In addition to these boys, there are five other spectators who are also undergoing treatment in Mintoharjo hospital. They are Husein M Arsyad (24), Ikman Suryaman (22), Dirga Santoni (38), Titi (36), and a man of unknown identity.

Im Proud to be Malaysian! Malaysia Boleh!!!

5 MO

Assalamualaikum kwn2 semua. I've been missing this blogging thing, currently busy dgn mcari kerja, interview dan daily routine smpikan xda masa nk update any news. Now Nabilah hampir mcecah 5MO, alhamdulillah masih fully BF. Tp....even sudah 5bulan, perut itu xmau kempis~~ uuuu sgtla runsing dan mganggu jiwa raga hokey!!!

Progress baby da pandai meniarap, and her saliva running like crazy...adoiii penat btul nk lap. Pastu, da start nk main2 and kluar jalan ***xnk duduk dlm bilik, cepat bosan***. Dia da recognize familiar face to her and even kalo talking to her dia mcm fhm ape yg dikatakan. Alhamdulillah. Mmg seronok, tiap kali nk hantar gi umah bbsitter mesti peluk cium dlu dlm kete ***lama2*** pesan kt dia to be a goodgirl before keluar kete. ***sobsob*** Grabbing and touching things to mmg dia suka especially colourful things... kalo suka sgt tu smpi mjerit2 adoiii excited btul!

The thing with me is im feeling annoyed with the flabby tummy and the stretchmarks... Really want the old me..uhuk2 i mean physically. Tp itula pengorbanan seorg ibu kn? We got a baby along with the extras whatever it's call. I've tried few of slimming wear but ada yg xberapa sesuai and xselesa... ***sigh*** I've been thinking of trying PB, after reading a few review from frens and blogger. The price what is concerning me...heheh of coz la kn, gaji ciput tp nak cantik....hahahhaah cmne tu???!!!!! 

Anyway, after reading wanie nasir testmonial, terseru kejap pasal menda ni after for so long tertangguh....hurm. Nnt i inform whether or not i afford@get to hv this PB. 

Actually Im in the situation of 50-50 of my current job. 1stly coz it's a contract position, and the company itself in a transforming phase internally, having the company without any project for a year its my concern and also as my contract will be ended on early of february 2012. Should I or should i not searching for new job is really stressful and tiring, coz its already end of the year,,usually company tgh freeze their recruitment team for headcount. Xbyk sgt job yg ada, position yg sesuai and plus2 i've to consider the place near my hse@bbsitter hse@tmpt xjam. Huhuhuuh mmg xbyk. 

i've got a few interviews but all failed. It's not my fate. I got this last chance ***what i could say*** the position is really suited me well, but whether or not it'll be mine...nextweek i'll update insyaAllah. A goodnews, yesterday i've been assigned to a special project, to transform the company... the percentage that my contract will be extend is high.... Owhh..Allah, please show and guide me. Im hopeless without your guide.Ya Allah the most merciful i am your hopeless servant...

My BF Story

Tbaca Piya punya blog pasal bf, aku pon nk story bout mine. Alhamdulillah, Nabilah dah mcecah ke 3bulan, begitulah jugak tempohnya aku BF nabilah. Syukur aku dapat BF exclusive, without any FM involvve. Lucky me...and pity them to those yg xberapa bernasib baik. Before bersalin aku pikir nk BF ni cm senang, but thru reading ade gak org yg ade problem... i wonder why kn... but actually xsemudah itu. You have to fully prepared physically, mentally, emotionally. Kiranya kne berjiwa KENTAL la kan sebab banyak dugaan yang akan mendatang, kita xketahui. Mayb not now but later...who knows.

As I said just now, awlnya aku mmg xde problem utk BF nabilah, but now...aku sudah mula kusut bila nabilah xnak menyusu. Direct BF mmg dia boleh terima but not by bottle. Mayb sebab da sedap menyusu badan sminggu lebih time cuti raya hari tu. Kesian la kt pengasuh dia, nk menghadap si kecik ni yg kalo mnangis hhuhuh sgt nyaring skali suaranya. Aku dapat bayangkan... Adusss sedey tu aku pikir2 balik nabilah xmyusu. Bayangkanla...aku anta dia pukul 10, amek dalam kol 6++ yang diminum cuma 1botol,2oz susu... biasanya bulan puasa, kalo aku anta kol 10 sampai kol 5cmtu abesla 3botol. ***jgn tnya apsal g keje kol 10 ahahha***

Seriously sikit dia minum. Aku sebagai ibu ni, xda la rasa tguris hati ke hape, cuma risaula kan dia xmau minum susu botol. Tu pon bila dia dh betul2 lapar br minum. Tiap kali amek dia, dia dah knal kan ibu dia...mula la buat muka sedey...nangis. Sedey kne tinggal, rindu kat ibu. Aku cm nk mnetes air mata ***uuhuhu syahdu weh, touching tu*** Tp kne kental la kn, xkan nk mnangis kt umah pengasuh tu pulak kan?! Sengal jek~ Sian kt nabilah, dia xmau accept botol. Aku try baca kt forum susu ibu, dia suggest bg gak, but try bberapa approach la.

1) Guna botol tapi disusukan oleh orang selain ibu. Sebabnya baby dah set yang bila dia dgn ibu, dia akan direct BF + texture nipple tu dia dh tau.

2) Change bottle nipple kepada nipple latex leper. Dikatakan ia seakan2 nipple semulajadi. Havent try yet...

3) Cup feeding but ada a few kata baby xkenyang. I dont know...x try lg.

Ada pulak org yg suggest suruh bg FM, WT* hahha xmcarut ok... bukan aku mrendah2kan FM ni tapi rasanya belum terdesak lg kot and problem tu sebenarnya with bottle nipple and xde kaitan dgn susu pon. Sebab Nabilah menyusu spt biasa bila direct BF, and gudnews is lebih kerap dari selalu...mayb terlalu lapar. Boleh kata about an hour and so...dia akan menyusu. ***Ibu's Gudgirl mmg bijak*** Hurm masalah tetap masalah, pening aku xsenang duduk kt ofis tpikir si kecik menyusu tak. Anyway, i'll try 2nd method dlu, let's see how it goes. Hopefully and I pray that nabilah bole accept la kan.. Amin!!!

Hati tak senang adeihhhh

Kuruskan badan after bersalin?!

Kira2 sudah 2bulan lebih aku bersalin, badan 'opkos' da turun, malah turun beberapa kilo lg dari berat asal. Almaklumlah, cukup je pantang few weeks after that masukla bulan Ramadhan ni. Tu yg I lg 'selim melim' u! ***Over*** TAPI, sedar atau xsedar sebenarnya walaupon berat da turun, perut yg flabby itu masih menghantui. And paling menjadi musuh aku ade lah selulitzzz dan kawan2nya. ***I HATE U ALL!!!***

Seriously, apela aku nk buat eh. Adei kusut tu tgk hari2 depan cermin. Target aku nk berat bawah 50kg, InsyaAllah akan tercapai@ dah tercapai, latest timbang 50kg few weeks before. masa tu bawak Nabilah gi checkup, dimana babyku sudah pon mencapai 4.8kg...naik 1kg lg!

Newborn : 2.86kg

1MO       : 3.8kg

2MO       : 4.8kg

Memang padat la badan Nabilah skang, terasa btul bila dukung dia. Lenguh2 tgn...xpe asalkan Nabilah sihat! ***Ibu cayang baby small Ibu Muahhhhxxxx*** Er...ni cite pasal Nabilah ke pasal aku sebenarnya. Adeih... heheh Harap2la dapat berat under 50kg, senang sket nk pakai baju2 lama. Tp kan, ade certain part of my body yg mbesar.uhuk2 wpon berat aku da turun. Tu yg merunsingkan, nape tjadi begitu??? Tensen gak aku! Aku mmg 'Pelanggar Pantang' yg hebat sebab part bengkung2 tu mmg hampeh aku nk ikot. Bole kira bape kali aku pakai bengkung tu. Mak aku mmg bising la kn tp dah aku xselesa nk buat cmne. ***Ngade lebey*** Skang br menyesal kn?! Hamek ko! Adeih...so skang Encik Nizam pon **mayb** dok runsing tgk aku dan teman baik aku yg flabby tu, so die tiap ari ingtkan suh pakai bengkung. Aku ni dok bg alasan *spt biasa* yg aku xde masa nk pakai, susah nk pakai dan macam2 lg. Huhuuhuuh Pastu ade pulak Encik Nizam 'ter'mention pasal Premium Beautiful ni. ***Jeng3x***

Pergh mahal jugak kan mende alah tu, bole ke guna time menyusukan baby, kalo nk gi toilet cmne...Haa byk la mende yg bermain kt fikiran aku. Sbenarnye ade jek member aku yg jd agen PB ni, even ada yg pangkat tinggi tu is my classmate ms primary school. Aku ade gak blogwalking kt blog@ FB diorg ni. Mmg amazing la testimonial diorg, just tgk pic diorg u'll be like 'I WANT PB NOW'!!! Begitu gak aku, cuma hegenya tu....adeih, perlukah aku tong2 duit smata2 untuk PB ni? Kusut weh, tapi mau santek cm KAMU,KAMU dan KAMU jugak! Yg ni sorg member blaja yg da jd agen PB. Badan dia mmg genit jek masa blaja dlu, and gained a lot of weight masa pregnant. Tgk pic dia after bsalin tu not much different, but after wearing PB perghh meleleh air liur aku weh, mantop tip top bdn dia. Aku pon nak.

Baca punya baca blog dia, dia ade mention something yg buat aku 'toing2' tepantul2 kt pale aku adeih. 'tiru macam saya... mmg trus aku terpikir dan terpikir dan tergoogle dan macam2 lagi. Aku ni mmg berat sket nk tnye org walaupon ade beribu billion soklan dalam pale aku. Org kata, malu bertanya sesat jalan... tp siyes aku segan sbb xdela close dgn dia time blaja dlu...tp kami fren jek kt FB and comment2 at each other wall. Sengal x aku neh???!!! Tapi, aku nak tau gak produk ni in detail... maklumla kuasa nk Santek tu kuat sgt. Plus, aku nmpk something about 'reduce celullite & stretchmarks' and PB is wearable anywhere. Hurm...

Betul gak kata encik Nizam, skang bole la aku xpakai bengkung, raya nnt macamana? Mkn macam2 smpi langgar pantang...flabby tummy pon bertambah dan berleluasa. Adeih.... Tulung2!!!

Ulasan Barangan Keperluan Bayi & Ibu

Arini sebab kebosanan yang amat sangat, maklumla mood raya tu menerjah2, bukan aku kata aku eh...org2 kt opis ni. Aku? Adela sket tp xcapai tahap maksimum cm sebelum2 ni. Banyak benda nk fikir and uruskan, jadi aku adelah lebih dari serabut dan kusut. Disebabkan kekusutan inila, baik aku buat sesuatu supaya bole la function sket otak aku dr asek 'hang' je :p Arini aku nk komen and give some review on barang2 bayi & mommy's. Before aku komen aku nk jelaskan yang komen and review ni xde kaitan dengan yang hidup atau yang mati and it's just based on personal experience. The experience itself differ from one another, of course. Xde isu untuk aku mburukkan sesuatu produk, tapi mungkin bg produk yg aku xbape nk bkenan tu mayb diorg bole improve their product's quality and so on. As I've said just now, it's just a review as a customer and user.

Barang2 baby

Lampin Pakai Buang

Barang2 yang penting contohnya lampin bayi, aku guna PetPet. Aku ade bli CD but xguna lg, encik Nizam kata guna lampin pakai buang je la dlu, xnk susahkan babysitter.

My Comment : Alhamdulillah, Nabilah serasi. though this brand is cheaper than few brand yg available, syukur sgt kami dpt berjimat jugak and Nabilah pon xda rashes. My SIL cakap PetPet ni tahan lebih lama dari segi penyerapan. I applied nappy liner atas PetPet, untuk elak rashes pada mulanya, but without nappyliner Nabilah ok, kiranya my baby's skin tu xbegitu sensitif. At 2MO, PetPet bole bertahan lebih dari 4jam. And boleh dianggarkan lebih kurang 6-7 keping PetPet sehari.

Clothes, Mitten & Booties

I would prefer a common brand that is pureen. Fabric and design very simple and nice. I would prefer socks than booties, sebab lebih grip and fit. Differ from booties tu, baby's feet tu kan very small nmpk pelik bila pakai sarung kaki besar.

Shampoo, Baby bath

I would prefer johnson&johnson. Sebab ade head to toe, i think xbyk brand ade this kind of sabun. I ade guna terderly (kalo xsilap) but change to johnson&johnson coz of the 'head to toe' shampoo, so lebih selamat sketla nk apply to baby's hair.

Bottles

Avent, I xguna lg. Coz usually my baby myusu direct from storage bottles yg dihantar ke babysitter. Autumnz bottles, xbape nk fit dgn medela swing. bape kali dah susu tumpah... tensen gak. But it's not a big problem after u knew it.

My comment : Aku lg prefer bumblebee sebenarnye, sbb mmg sesuai sgt dgn medela but u have to buy another bottle medela bottle nipple utk simpanan. Coz, bumble bee xdak bg bottle nipple, penutup botol tu xleh bukak. Thanks to autumnz penutup storage bottle bole bukak, just bli bottle nipple jek.Aku xtry guna plastic storage lg sebab mls nk susahkan pengasuh tu. bole je aku simpan dlm tu, tp before gi keje, kne la tukar masuk dlm botol. Huh..leceh gile.

Sterilizer& Warmer

Brand yg kitorg bli adelah Jingle Jungle. Rupanye seakan2 Little Bean. Bli kat kedai Baby Manja Bangi. Pada mulanya, xconfident la dgn brand tu sebab dalam kepala dah aim little bean, pastu belek punye belek rupanya dia product Fab Mom, ape lg dgn harga pakej kitorg pon rembat.

My Comment :Alhamdulillah, functioning well. Cuma part warmer tu, xreti nk guna lg. Aritu try panaskan thaw EBM yg beku cm lmbt je...so rendam dgn air panas suam jek, lg cepat. Mne xnya, anak da mrengek2 nk susu, xsempat la nk tunggu warmer tu.

Travel system

Aldo Ego car seat, bole pakai from newborn until 4YO (0-18kg). Kenapa kitorg pilih carseat ni? Mende ni mmg kitorg survey lama la... nak cari carseat yg convertible and can be used longer. For baby and toddler. My Comment : Mmg sesuai dgn citarasa, and price is reasonable (murah gak sebenarnya compared to other brand). Masa pregnant tu gila dgn combination kaler merah hitam, and luckily they have these colour. Yg ni kitorg kne book sbb terlalu laku kt one baby world. heheh and now baby love to sit and sleep kat carseat ni, mayb comfortable kot.

 For stroller, kitorg mmg xde idea nk bli camane but what we have in mind is it must be something that can fit into kelisa. Can u imagine? It's like we hv few choices only. Usually baby stroller tu mmg big in size except yg 2 in 1 which is more expensive than what we expected. Coz we already hv carseat, we just need the stroller alone. Desperately finding one, and at desperate moment masa tu tgh shopping and baby is sleeping, tgn mmg da lenguh la nk dukung, we got this stroller from sweetcheery.

My Comment : A very simple yet convenient for our baby. About RM300++ jugakla. But ayah will do anything for our baby, and there goes his money =p

Enough with baby's stuff though there are a few yg aku xstory lg, but up there are the important one that I remember. And now, mommy's thing to share.

Breastpump

Medela Swing is the choice. Puas dah survey, coz of 1st timer so what I did is cari comment org pasal Bpump. Ramai yg suggest spectra juga, and begitu rmi yg puas hati dgn Medela. As this is a present from Encik Nizam, i cant demand more but be more thankful for the gift. ***Nk kua duit sdiri pon xbape nk mampu kan*** heheh

My Comment : luckily, i got this friend now. I can pump anywhere. Pada aku mmg berbaloi ade Swing, Freestyle xyah cakap la. But for beginner like me, Swing pon da cukup sbb mula2 production susu kurang. So mmg sesuai sgt. And pada aku, xdela amek masa byk sgt if kita da get used dgn pump ni. Recommended!

Nursing bra

I have a few brand yang I dah cuba and guna. From Mothercare, Fabulous Mom and Autumnz. Mothercare I bli masa pregnant, and the price most expensive from other brand I got. Sebaik guna duit sdiri hehehe. Fabulous mom I bought yg padded 'Lydia Multiway', 'Kelly' and sleep bra 'Sarah' which I hv a lot in stock =p Then, I bought Autumnz from one baby world online shop time pantang.

My comment : I LOVE LOVE LOVE Sarah sleep Bra, i have more than 5 pieces oredi. Sgt2 selesa. Even I wear at work hahaha Kelly is 2nd and Lydia I wear just few time. Xselesa pakai time breast overload. Sakit~~ All are from Fab Mom! Thumbs Up!!! Price pon mmg reasonable. Mothercare nursing bra is  like kelly type and they are ranked same as Kelly. Colour yg ade black and white. So-so je... xattractive. =p Then, the last and I will never buy this brand again **for nursing bra** is Autumnz. The design sama mcm 'Sarah' sleepbra but kain tu cepat longgar after u breastfeed ur baby/pump. Mayb material kain, and mine yg 1 tu da koyak sket hurm... pity, material kain dia sgt mudah koyak.

Tungku

Aku bli tungku moden and sgt2 berguna dikala pantang and after.

My comment : Mmg recommended! just panaskan for few minutes and the da boleh guna. Not only me, my family pon turut guna if ade sengal2 bdn org cramp.

Set Bersalin

Aku bli Nona Roguy. Yg aku da try pil phytonatal, minyak serbanika, rempah mandian dgn air akar kayu.

My comment: buat sesapa yg mmg sembelit or xlawas even before pregnant lg cm aku bagus makan ni. Mmg mudah ler sisa toksik tu keluar. Perut pon sedap je sepanjang pantang. Aku makan ni after 2weeks bersalin, takut efek baby but Alhamdulillah baby ok =) Air akar kayu tu aku telan je, buat panas badan.

Aku pon da xde idea dah nk tulis ape. Kalo nk tnye pape boleh komen. Hehhe nk keluar bli brg jap =p Daaa..~

Puasa & Raya

Kita combine skali la yerk cite posa dan raya tuk tahun ni. Actually pre raya story heheh.  Alhamdulillah Syukur tahun ni dapat lagi bertemu Ramadhan. Tapi yang sedeynya ibadat Ramadhan tahun ni, xdapat nk beribadat khusyuk 100% and tarawih pon xdapat nk buat even for a day. Sedey sketla tp syukur dapat bertemu Ramadhan, begitu byk keberkatan pd bulan ni. Buat yang wajib tu pon kalo dapat buat syukur sgt. Bila dah ada anak kecik ni, terbatas sket pergerakan, bukan nk jadikan alasan. Tapi lumrah kan... masa kita byk ditumpukan pada si kecik.

Tahun sebelum2 ni, xdela rancak buat terawih...tp ade gak pegi. Yg bestnya time buat kuih raya, masak2 untuk berbuka puasa. Mmg boleh kata, satu ape pon xbuat. ibadatnya idak, apetah lg nk masak memasak. Nabilah skang dah xboleh nk tinggal... Suka main2 dah... Kalo ayahnya xde, patah kaki la nk buat ape pon. Nk mandi and solat pon kne curi2 masa. Sebaikla ade encik Nizam yg da semakin cekap jaga Nabilah. Kalo x, xle nk berenggang pon dgn si kecik ni. Jap je merengek, eee manja btul! hehhe Sbaik gakla ade pak mertua & adik ipar yg masak2 utk berbuka. Kalo x, tpaksa mbeli jek kot. =P Heheh Baju raya thn ni, dapat gak beli..specialnya baju raya thn ni sebab baju ni senang diguna untuk susukan Nabilah nnt.

Persiapan untuk Raya, biasanya lebey excited beli brg untuk org lain. Biasa thn2 lepas pon mmg blikan bj utk adik2 and mak& abah. Saje suka2... thn ni InsyaAllah kalo ade rezeki lebey, ade la rezeki diorg. Thn ni, xtra sket, untuk Nabilah. heheh baju bdk2 ni seronok btul beli, tp...nabilah pon br 2bulan++ nk masuk 3bulan dah syawal ni. Saiz tu very limited. Setakat nk bli rompers jek untuk raya, erm ade jek yg dia xpakai lg. So xdela nk bli lg. Just bli 2psg je bj skirt cmtu, then Mak Su Shimahnya ade bg bj untuk Nabilah..heheh tomey2 jek bajunya. So 3pasang. Nk pki tomey2 sgt pon, nnt tomot2 blk. :p

Baju Ibu dan Ayah, err..ibu jek yg ade. Ayahnye sponsor hikhik. Maklumla nk myusukan baby kn, kne la sopan2 sket. So alhamdulillah jumpa gak bj yg 'available' in stock kt adrini's. Baju kurung la kn, sesuai la dgn hari raya. Bukan senang nk cr kedai yg jual baju kurung for nursing ni, aku ade jumpa a few la masa google2 for this, online shop. Yg aku minat sgt kedai ni, tp yg still available, harganya xbape mampu nk bayo hehhe mostly koleksinya mmg cpt out of stock! Laku... terlambat sket.Anyway, rasanya kedai tu mmg beroperasi spanjang thn, ade jek koleksi terbarunya. Aku mmg "LIKE" sgt style, fesyen and fabric dia. Even more, you all bole tempah utk jahit ur own fabric. Tu mmg aku tunggu, but mayb after raya la kan... Nk banyak kan koleksi untuk nursing, so that, xperlu la bawak botol ke hulu hilir, Nabilah minum fresh milk jek. senang!

Yang kelakar tu, dah la aku cr baju ni last minit, of coz la stock byk yg da abes. Aku tensen jap, sebab xde baju raya. Tensen lg sebab kne menyusukan Nabilah, xkan la nk gulung2 baju kurung yg labuh tu smpi ke dada kn?? uhuhuh ade jek org buat cmtu, tp aku segan sketla. Lg2 kalo pki bj2 yg susah nk gosok, bkomot2 ler jawabnye. Aku tensen, smpi encik Nizam pon pening layan aku ahahahha. Memang stress la kn, smpi rasa mls nk blk kampung. =p Maklumla xbiasa lg ade baby and menyusukan in public. Dah dapat jumpa ni, syukur sgt! Alhamdulillah. Thanks Encik Nizam heheheh =) Tapi sian kan kt encik Nizam, dia bli kan baju untuk Nabilah & Ibu, Ayahnya xde baju raya... Isk2 kesian. Tapi encik Nizam xmmg salu xsuka nk spend duit untuk bli baju2 sdiri. Ni la tugas aku, mbanyakkn koleksi baju2 encik Nizam. Bli baju@ seluar baru ni bukan untuk mbazir, pada aku...aku rasa tu untuk compliment diri sdiri dan org lain. Rasa seronok kadang2 tgk org pki baju tu lg2 pada hari yg special cmni kan. 

Utk persiapan raya yang lain, kuih dan kerepek mmg beli jekla. Then, duit raya xtukar lg. Tahun ni, barang xtra banyak sebab barang baby. Dok risau ni, bape helai baju la kne bawak sebab baby asyik muntah susu. Adeih... 

Anyway, to all frens & readers Selamat Mjalani Ibadah Puasa & Selamat Menyambut Syawal yg bakal tiba! =)