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Countdown : 1 Day to Go - 39 Weeks

Menghabeskan sisa masa yg ada. Itu jek yg aku bole ckp. Perasaan pon bercampur baur especially when the 'time' has been decided, and it's a no surprise anymore. but anything can happen kan? InsyaAllah, may everything goes well. Bila time dah decide, so actually all I need to do is preparing... physically and mentally. Kalut rasa fikiran bila pikir2 balik cam nk sit for exam or waiting for exam results, er...gitu2 la suspennya. Memang bila pikir2, aku prefer it would be a surprise sebab when the time comes, u dont even have a choice but to face it. Maknanya... aku tpaksa redha. 

Hurm...anyway, maybe its the only way, baby pon xnk kua before due. Too comfortable =) Anyway, i'll miss all the moment though... For sure! Especially when being treated nicely and have someone by urside all the time. Baby akan keluar xlama lg, InsyaAllah dengan izin-Nya. Am I happy or what??? Just wait until D-Day. Aku xdapat imagine how can I endure the pain but praying that Allah is always by myside, helping me out.. it's such a relief. Then, when baby da kluar...how will I react... hahhah Im a mother, I've become a mother... and so...there she is, my daughter. (If the doc prediction is correct) Hurm... then 'she'll' be a boy. No problem...

Too much thinking pon xelok jugak kan, it doesnt help. Kne banyak2 berdoa, mayb bsembang2 dgn org...but aku duk rumah...encik Nizam pon bz keje, aku dok mlayan tv and lappy. xde chatting sgt pon, but if my sis ade online, br kaco2 die :-p Maklumla da hampir 3minggu woo xbalik rumah myParents...mati kutu rasanya. Atleast bila balik tu, dapat ler kaco2 org kan. Ipan pon da lama xjumpa, sobsob. Ape kabar ler budak 'Kagem' tu! Hoping to see them soon, as soon as baby da kua. =) Tapi nnt, bpisah plak dgn Encik Nizam... =( Owh... I dont like.

Harap dapatla encik Nizam spend time with 'US' baby & ibu after bersalin, even for few days... but cam banyak jek aral coz of ade tanggungjawab lain pulak. hurm... bila pikir2 rasa demotivated tp... nk buat cmne, just hoping that he'll be there when I need him. He's been my courage eversince the marriage and the pregnancy thing, tetiba xde adeih...pulak tu dgn ade baby pulak. Yup, I hv my family there to support me also. Thanks to them! But it's different when u're missing ur special someone on the important day. And of coz, baby needs her ayah too, and hope that though he cant always be by our side, jgn lupa jenguk kami nnt. =( uhuhuh dekat je pon ***minta simpati***

Besar tanggungjawab bila baby suda lahir nnt and dalam kepala aku dok pikir, cukup tdo ke nnt...even now pon xcukup tdo. Masa tdo pon da berterabur.... kdg2 kol 2, xdpt tdo lg, and sempat lg tgk tv and makan. bgn subuh, then xle tdo balik...tpaksa bjaga akibat lapa... then kol 8 da ngantuk pulak. adeih. Breakfast adalah roti @ biskut..ape jek yg ade. Encik Nizam pon tpaksa la telan ape jek yg ade...kesian. Da xterurus.. Tapi, lunch time aku jaga yer. Maklumla, breakfast light cmtu...mesti cpt lapar. Dalam kol 1 tu, makesure lunch is ready to be serve..bila encik Nizam nk makan, it's up to him sebab schedule keje sgt packed kdg2. Nearly 2minggu gakla encik Nizam teman kt rumah, WFH. Alhamdulillah. Adela peneman dikala kebosanan walaupon dgr suara aje kt bilik sebelah, dok bermeting2...

Esok will be 40Weeks of my pregnancy! =) Then, it's no more counting. Penat gak mgira. Kami pon just tunggu hari Jumaat je sebenarnya...sebab sign of early labor before due is like 1% (suka2 jek letak %). On and Off aje sakitnya, not consistent. Tu yg aku ckp % sikit. Pray for me, baby and us!Actually semalam after checkup, nurse pon da book our Friday morning utk aku admitted and we also hv met the admission PIC untuk reviewing our needs for the day, it's not a booking actually. Just a confirmation je. So, I'll be AFK and also my blog. cuma bole access FB saja. Okla tu. We havent tell anyone yet, even my parents, sebab awl lg. Then, mak will be worried sick sbb aritu ms doc buat VE and try to like 'force' pbukaan pon, die da cm nk naik angin. hahahha adeih nyesal aku btau. Anyway, nnt da btul2 ready, br btau...sebab ari jumaat, keje. Biala mak keje dgn tenang and me& encik Nizam settled down. <<<bak kata encik nizam hikhik maklumla, aku nih kalut aje! =p