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Countdown : 13 Days to Go - 38 Weeks

Bila aku akan bersalin? Aku tertanya2 begitu gak orang lain yang tau condition aku... Tapi sebaik belum overdue. Sakit contraction untuk harini, rasanya da berkurangan dari semalam...ye kot (atau aku sdiri xperasan...) Semalam call my Mak btau pasal check up & our visit to hospital smlm. Then, mak keep on bg advise and asked me to prepare everything to get ready if the sign show. Begitu gak kakak iparku... heheh excited nk dapat anak buah. hehehe... but as for me, rasanya pengalaman semalam dah jadi cm trauma kot (VE test tu..) but, today da xrasa xselesa macam semalam...today is okay or I can say, cm xde ape yg blaku smlm :-p Dalam hati plak bole pikir, apesalla aku cm sparuh gile sakit smlm and harini adalah ok??? Hahaha rasa malu pon ade, pon smlm mmg sakit! That was real. 

Sebab kepenatan yang agak melampau semalam, harini aku tdo adelah sgt lena smpi bgn pukul 11, kalo encik Nizam xkejut..aku rasa aku bole tdo after org balik solat jumaat hokey!!!! Hahhah teruk betul penat aku ni. Bleeding smlm, after mandi2...aku xsure ade lg ke fresh blood. Rasa cm ada, but xbanyak...mayb kesan semalam xsudah lg...as doc mention. If heavy bleeding je, i should be alert. Noted!!! Sekarang perut mnegang kembali, duduk pon xselesa... adeih. Seriously masa tdo semalam mmg xrasa pape, atau aku ade telan ubat tido???!!! ahahha xpon berkat air penawar& yassin yg aku minum. Alhamdulillah...

Pujuk baby hopefully baby keluar in a week time, sebab xmau la rasa sakit mlarat ke ape, plus malas plak nk apply MC lg. My Doc xde next week, that's one if my concern. (Cm la xde doc len kan??! ) heheh. Anyway, we both (me & Encik Nizam) bersabar menunggu petanda itu, we both mmg suspen while waiting for IT. When, hanya Allah saja yang tau, kami redha. Im just hoping i get a good rest, energy and mood as the time come.. (pengajaran). 

May Allah give me the strength to get through and face everything. Amin