9 - 38

Countdown :  9 Days to Go - 38 Weeks

Tringat masa mula2 pregnant dulu... dok kira week and baby progress as baby centre bg email and updates. Awal2 tu bukan main lg jaga makan minum, then masuk 2nd trimester, selera ON and OFF...rasanya sama ada aku akan tapau mkn kt kedai, dinner awl...blk keje trus gi dinner oso kt kedai atau aku akan masak. Usually aku leh telan mihun. Tula makanan yg aku bole telan dan dok telan dr awl pregnancy. Nasik mmg aku kurang amek, sebab xlalu nk telan. 

And as the third trimester approach, everything seems fine.. berat pon suda mula naik, selera apetah lg. But still, aku memilih makan gak, but bukan makanan yg pelik2 hokey. Favorite food aku yg aku perasan adelah berunsurkan manis2 such as chocolate, choc cake, choc ice blend (uhuk2...nnt ade org marah), choc aiskrim... as conclusion everything that has a choc based. But actually kalo amek byk sgt choc ni, sembelit gak... uhuhuhu Rasanya citarasa aku before and after pregnant, xjauh bbeza pon. Sebab before pon mmg suka choc. Just keinginan tu lebih bila pregnant, cannot resist.

And now, im at 38W! As I mentioned dlu dok kira week, sekarang week is not that important anymore as there's only 9Days left from EDD. Can U imagine...9, yesterday rasanya...ade 2number and today, now...it became single number! Like that doesnt scared u enough... "gile laa" (upssss...sori).... hahaha. Cant stand the pressure and thrill as the number decreasing. 

The sign??? It's like I dont care anymore, and just wait. Aku rasa pressure bila berharap dan berharap. Berharap yang baby keluar as early as 37W++ but, now nearly 39W and my gigirl still feel comfort inside. Tired of waiting and expecting a lot. Let's not put any expectation anymore. Kesian kt Encik Nizam has to WFH for days (since last week). Hopefully his bos and colleague memahami. Rasa bsalah kan? I think, I can survive on my own as the time comes, but mayb he's not confident enough dgn aku ahahhaa... sebab kdg2 aku bole jadi clumsy and hilang arah xtentu pasal. 

Bercuti adalah sangat mbosankan lebih2 lg bila xda ape yg nak buat, but thanks to Encik Nizam coz WFH pon really helping me to not feel that bored. Ptg if da selesai keje, ajak aku gi jalan2 kt tasik. heheheh atleast dapatla hirup udara segar. Nothing much to update, lately most blogger yg I follow pon,senyap jek... bosan pulak. 

My baby nk jadi June's Baby kot... Xpela, Ibu & Ayah will wait as long as baby sihat =)