What With The Face???

Topik merapu untuk arini, lagi2 untuk awal pagi... terang2 mencerminkan seperti mood xbaik atau adanya konflik dalaman. Huhuhu memang sejak berpindah ofis ni, berasa kurang selesa dan terasa di anak tiri kan, walaupon dah 2tahun lebih bkerja di company ni. (boleh considered as senior by years laaa kn sebab kitorg sume pon mostly contract staff) Bukan ape, terasa macam berada pada keadaan disadvantage plak coz sebelum ni base kat customer site, and the company dont even recognize you and even staff2 kat ofis ni considered you as freshies plak. What with the face..Why the expression? Seriously, terasa dipandang macam sepanjang masa buat salah. 

Im not freshies hokey, and u're not even my senior or boss. We're at the same company, why dont we be nice to each other. Aku adelah sorang yang kurang nak bersembang2 kat ofis unless there's something to discuss@da bosan tahap hape. But the enviroment here is different and totally different from customer site dolu. Nak kata coz kami kt customer site, that's why we behave? Xjugak... ada jugak bising2 but mostly suka buat hal sdiri and communication was done online even duk sebelah2 aje. (punyalah berat mulut kan...but surely nmpk cam profesional kot :-p). Macam kat sini, everything done verbally, kadang2 konfius sebab whether the discussion was regarding work @ sembang kosong. Sebab everyone nak bercakap serentak... Gelak serentak...argue serentak. Kuat betul semangat 'teamwork' tu. 

Here, we're a like being monitored 24x7, dengan CCTV...rasa macam bkerja as a special agent or something. But depend on you yourself...nk rasa tertekan dgn CCTV tu atau x, but as for me, lantakla... even in front of my boss pon...i just being myself. Nothing to hide... (Atleast CCTV tu is just recording the visual image...puasla aku dok PEACE2 kt whoever yg monitoring tu ahahaha) Hurm, actually bukan semua yg 'with the attitude', some were very welcoming. To be honest, memang aku berat mulut sket...sebab lg suka sesuaikan diri dengan enviroment and analyse org before starting any conversation. But, if anyone starts the conversation, i'm ok with it. Aku layan aje. Aku xsombong...but aku xsuka bercerita/sembang sampai 1ofis boleh dengar. hehheh pemalu orangnya :-p

Berbalik pada yang 'berattitude' itu, sangat la aku rasa bengang kesian... sebab rasanya xde punca pon mereka2 ini nak memberikan expression cmtu coz we're colleague. We're not here to take over your position, your 'glory' ke hape.. if you hv one la kn. We dont mind be friend with you, but please... throw away the attitude. It's killing us. Feels like being treated as disgusting ke hape... Seriously! You're talking with your fren like we're not exist, when you're walking near..rasa mcm you'll langgar ape saja depan you...xmengelak langsung (mmg rude)! lagi2 kalau jalan sebelah cubicle, kadang2 redah aje cubicle orang...bgegar2, why rushing? Rileks la... U dont have to show me yg u're busy than me while im surfing the net kn... We have our own sweet time hokey. Huuhu really i dont understand these guys and pity them to not enjoying their life. 

Nape pity diorg? Of coz la pity.. sebab with the expression and attitude...seems like they're having some problem internally. Semuanya masalah hati... Im sure if dia get rid of perasaan yang xsepatutnya pada org lain, surely she/he'll be easily smiling to others. It's really that easy sebenarnye, tapi xsemua orang bole buat because of perasaan duniawi yg menakluk diri. Kalau kita sedar kekuasaan-Nya, dan kita hanyalah hamba...insyaAllah, perasaan kasih dan sayang sesama umat tu mudah dipupuk. Semuanya bermula dari diri sendiri. Hopefully everything will change to the better!

Ya Allah, Jauhkan lah aku dan keluarga serta sahabat2 ku dari adanya 'masalah' hati, Ya Allah kau bersihkanlah hati kami supaya kami dapat bersatu padu, Jauhkanlah kami dari berpecah belah. Satukanlah hati kami Ya Alah dalam setiap pekerjaan yg kami lakukan. Semoga apa yang kami lakukan sentiasa berada dalam Redha-Mu dan mendapat keberkatan dari-Mu Ya Allah. Amin.

Marah ke? Xmarah...suka =p