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Countdown starts!!! Hiyaakkkk... ehehe nk counting macam mommy Rose gak. Though her counting ends yesterday. Hehehe I'll start mine and InsyaAllah try update everyday =) Seronok jugak baca blog mommy Rose when she's updating her condition everyday, till baby deliver. It's very 'the moment'! Me too nk capture every moment, which i would say memorable moment yang xdapat dilupakan especially when it's my first time, our first baby, first time blogging. And hopefully, for the next baby(chewahhh... da plan gtu) i'll do the same. Setiap baby adalah special. =)

As mentioned in mommy Rose blog, Alhamdulillah...she has safely delivered baby Fahim to this very world. Hopefully baby & mommy adalah in good condition. Cant wait for her update,see baby Fahim's pic and stori mori pasal her moment! Sape lagi yer yang sedang counting days or dah delivered? Huuuhuhuh xsabar nk baca experience mereka2 ni! Hihkhik bole x gtu :-p As my due will be on early June... Xsilap during school holidays kot, tapi dalam hati ni dok mengharap baby keluar awal. And macam ada instinct...(ye ke? perasaan jek kot). Lupa lak nk tnya kt my Mak bila gaknya due kami adik beradik.. hikhik.

Kuat ke instinct tu? Xla kuat sangat sebab xnk confident@yakin sgt tapi mayb lebih kepada 'harap2 baby kua awl'. Kalo di ikotkan, melalui survey2 rakan seperjuangan ni, baby keluar on end of W37 - W38. Cepat jugak, tapi kira2 lebih kurang 9bulan ++ ok la tu kn. Sekarang ni, me da rajin2 turun naik tangga umah, cuba rajin2 kemas dapo sket pas balik keje, rajin basuh baju (mesin basuh baru~ excited ke?) hahahah xla, sebab takut xsempat nk basuh baju2 yg nk bawak ke spital nnt plus, tgk encik Nizam pon xmenang tgn dengan kerja ofis a.k.a meeting mlm and housework (wifey dah xlarat nk buat tpaksala encik Nizam tlg2 yang mana2 sempat). Anyway, Alhamdulillah...encik Nizam pon rajin gak tlg2 bab2 keje umah ni, dia dah biasa buat even before kami kawen. So no worries but kne buat schedule sketla untuk manage sume keje. Hehehe kesian.

Badan ni rasa dah xdapat balance, makin worse... rasanya kalau ada orang jalan kt sebelah and langgar... Me dengan redha jatuh tgolek. Betapa xseimbangnya rasa diri ini. Rasa macam belon dengan pemberat magnet. Adeih... badan pon rasa macam dah start nk bengkak2, kaki pon da nmpk kembang... Alhamdulillah syukur sangat sebab kaki baru rasa sakit2 sekarang dan xberlaku awal2 dolu. Tangan@jari jemari pon dah start rasa cramp2 macam bengkak ke ape...xsure. Setiap pagi bgn tido akan rasa numb 1 badan, and have to do some exercise and stretching, sebab rasa cm darah xmengalir smoothly all over the body. And bila pusing2 badan bila tdo, hv to pusing slowly...mmg rasa xselesa bahagian perut compared to sebelum2 ni. Baby dah besar kn...so every movement dia pon, da rasa cm ngilu2.

Feels like baby dah pushing down, please baby...be the head that pushing. And my lower back pain pon rasa dah pagi tadi, early symptom... Get the checklist on my head, and updating every single symptom that shows. Hehehe...kentut2 adalah uncontrollable ahhaha.. gross!!! Baby, please tell Ibu bila nak keluar ni? Hikhik... semalam bila xdapat nak tido...guling2....imagine, if laa kn...tetiba jek kua symptom nk deliver dah, cmane??? Haaaa... bes jugak imagine! Sebab cm boleh berlatih jadi suspen2 gtu. Tapi perasaannya adalah excited! Hahahaha ape la xkena dgn aku neh, gi spital pon bole suka, jumpa doc pon hepi jek... nk bsalin bole plak excited?  Something wrong~ =P

InsyaAllah, baby's name encik Nizam da finalize kan, tunggu baby keluar and declare. Every single thing dalam baby checklist pon alhamdulillah dah siap prepare, beli, booked and etc... Baby grab bag, ready to be grabbed anytime. Few things of baby needs kne bawak ke rumah my Parents.. My grab bag yg xfully ready, sebab ada few things yg br beli and will be finalize by end of this week. Both of us, Encik Nizam and me da apply cuti for this coming Monday to get everything ready. Weekend xcukup masa as we're fully occupied with activities planned such as family member's wedding, my Atok moving out, baby checkup... appointment dgn Mr Ho and so on. Kebetulan Tuesday is a public holiday, then it's an opportunity to rilex and finalize everything. 

It's been 9 months full of memories, carrying baby in my womb. Never feel like it's a burden or regret, it's an honor actually to experience this beautiful journey that completed every woman's life. Furthermore, though the journey is kinda long but Im sure everyone that experienced, whether the mommy herself or father-to-be will miss every single moment. Sentimental and very precious. You'll forget the pain as baby starts to react and move... I think that's how it feels when it comes to labor. Though the unimaginable pain the mother experienced, once hearing the cry of her own baby and once the baby is in the mother's arm, it's like everything is bearable... A strength of a mother. 

Now, it's me that is counting, and Encik Nizam's turn to wait for baby's call. He's been amazing ever since i'm pregnant, er... even before. He had tried to be as much helpful as possible and also understanding. Gladly, during the pregnancy, my mood was in a SUPERB GOOD condition, means xde la too emotional or arguing all the time. To be precise, I'm all the way in good mood and we've been happy and loving! Alhamdulillah, hopefully my baby will be happy as much as we're having her. Very similar to the name choosed for her, insyaAllah. It's time to pray a lot to Allah, may the journey ends well and everything goes smoothly. 

Ya Allah permudahkan segala urusan kami Dunia dan Akhirat. Amin.